This year is a tough year for me..I lost three of my loved ones in a year.Today, my grandma passed on at 1am.I slept at 12.45 and didn't hear my hp vibrated.I only saw the messages and missed calls at 3plus in the morning.Mum,sis and I flew down,I drove of course.Daddy was abroad.

I will miss the love that I've felt all my life from my late grandparents and aunt.Most importantly the best in the world dishes, ASAM PEDAS and AYAM MASAK MERAH from my grandma and the cakes that my aunt used to make for the rest of the family and the stories my grandfather used to tell me.

May ALLAH bless their souls.

WoooHooo 10km in 1hr and 14mins...

Not bad for a gerl rite?Considering the fact that I did not jog one week prior to the event.Haha..I had fun this yr..as in more I have more kick as compared to the previous yrs as this yr,my frends were the ones motivating me rather than the other way round..

After that,we went for Breakfast at McD. Oh well,I just follow my frends since they made time to run wth me this year.Haha..

Today is my last lesson with Syahidah.I ws happy and sad at the same time..Happy as I can relax a bit and sad because I will miss her family's hospitality especially her cousin.

Anyway,I watched 2012 with my friends just now at Vivocity.It was alrite except for soem redundant part in the beginning and towards the end. Before that we had lunch at Chicken Rice Shop..Damn nice...Haha

I'm soo looking forward to Sherlock Holmes in dec??Anyone wanna watch wth me?

I still have two weeks to go before my student ends her Olevels.

I met Fizah after school today and had lunch with her at PizzaHut. After that,we went to Charles and Keith to check out the bags.Guess what happened?I asked the salesperson to bring down two bags of different designs for me,but she brought down three!!Then,after I made up my mind,I returned the bags only to find out the one that I liked is the last piece.So I had to ask another salesperson to bring two bags down gain,and the only I decided on,was also the last piece.Haha...Dunno what it meant.But I'm happy coz the one I bought can hold my files and laptop.

Now I'm tired.Got two assignments to complete.I think I should do them tomorrow. If I felt like it though..

My maternal grandfather just passed away on Sunday around 3pm.The whole family were shocked but we accept it as God's will. May Allah bless his soul and may he rest in peace.

I'm so tired.I've yet to sleep in two days.Gonna sleep early tonite.

Finally,I get to rest.

Syahidah dropped by for tuition from 11am to 5pm.I'm so tired.I've been trying to complete ebiz question1 to my dismay,I've yet to do much.Either I finished it tonight,or I do it after morning prayers 2morrow,which is much more appealing considering I'm actually watching a Malaysian telemovie.

I had a pretty long week.

I followed Swee Kiat and Soon Poh to crash Jva lecture from 12-3pm.I managed to gain new knowledge but I got confused the last 20mins.

After that,I met Wanie at Jurong Point.I got her to accompany me to meet an insurance agent, who coincidently is a student at SIM.I was approached by this African looking Malaysian guy who was selling some 'Dead Sea' facial product.He gave me a very good offer that no one would resist.But I only bought one as I didn't want to over-spent my budget this month.

Ah,I'm soo tired to study...

I'm soo tired this week..I tried to take a nap,but couldn't.Worst still,I still have assignment to do.I'll try to do it at night,I hope.

My sec 2 students have finished their exams.I'll continue to coach Syafiq in December,I think. Anyway,Masniah,dropped huge bomb yesterday,shall not disclose it here.I'm really worried abt her math paper tomorrow.

My friends dropped by last friday for Hari Raya.They dropped by for a while,wished they could stay longer.I was too exhausted to join them.I ended school pretty late.

The SCS meeting on Saturday was better than expected.I managed to make a few new friends. It's good to socialise and mingle with ppl frm the industry once in a while.

I can't wait for this week to be over.That's because by next week I would have dropped two students since their exams are over.Finally,some air!

I went gym after school for like half an hour and jog wth my sister in the evening.Now,I'm wide awake!

Now I feel so much better.After 5hrs of lecture on Internet and Computing,finally, I managed to get the info into my head.After the Prof ended his lecture,I was so lost.

Just now,my sis's madrasah friends dropped by for Hari Raya. But of course my sis cant join them as she needs to study.Poor gerl..

I just got home from visiting my aunt's and uncle's. I was pampering my uncle's latest pet,some cat that he spent over 1k on.Apparently,the cat is friendly and does not bite.She's like a baby who loves being pampered.Hehe

Then we went off to my aunt's hs.She served us Hargiendas's ice cream if I got the spelling right. Other than that,basically, it's just mainly catching wth my bro n sis.

Wooo..

One of the best jogs I ever had despite the weather...That's because I had some company.Guo Liang and his bro accompanied me.After that they continued their jog to the other side of the jogging track.I went home after 2laps.Maybe next time we shd meet up earlier,then can jog to the other side..

Tummyache since evening,dunno why...

YEAY!!

No sch 2morrow for no reason...don't ask me why coz that's what's stated in my timetable.Gonna do some studying n mugging b4 tuition 2morrow.

I hate it when ppl just simply insisted and blamed me for no reason,or rather over issues that they know nothing abt, and obviously spoils my mood.... That's what happens when ppl are not aware or simply being plain ignorant abt the pancake phenomenon the technology brings abt.

I've been busy lately,helping out with the festive preparations and not forgetting my tuitions. Oh well, I had a hilarious chat with Syahidah...haha..shall not disclose it here.

Anyway,after sch starts,I;m planning to steal one chair from my dining room and bring it up to my bedroom,place near one of my table where I could easily study.Hehe

I sort of like the new layout of my room.Not much of a difference,it's juz the tv has been shifted to the other side of the table..

Sch's starting next week..I'm quite excited actually after such a long break or should I say wait...

Hmm,anyway,this week is gonna be hectic for me.I had to reschedule my students this week due to time constraint.

The weather is getting hot, but's not that bad as I expected.I could still go out for a jog and came back in one piece still, hehe

I juz got home from M'asia..We left abt 12pm only to get stuck at Woodlands and M'asia Checkpoints...Anyway,we went to Angsana to get some goodies for the customers who will drop by my place during Hari Raya...Other than that,we got dad a suit for him to wear on the first day...Like finally...

My mum was looking around for a tray..So we were looking around and saw the one that she liked last year,hehe..yes it's still the same piece..she was bargaining for it,but left empty-handed..Bet you she will start looking for another tray soon if not next year...Oh well,she made do with some new curtains for her kitchen and dining table.Hehe

We broke fast at Pizza Hut there..I had a large serving of pasta...feeling bloated now...

I just got home my sec4A class barbeque at Kai Xiang's place.Wow,I didn't realise how much I missed these ppl.I could recognise most of them except for Bjorn I think.He's so tall and muscular now,not to mention that he's very tanned now.The after-effects of Navy I guess.Most of us are still very much the same other than the new looks..hehe

These friends of mine are nice enough to wait for me to break-fast....

My family had iftar yesterday at my aunt's hs at Loyang. Before that, I accompanied my cousins to send food to her 15 neighbours.We had 14 back in return.My 2year cousin,Nadhira was the one who gave and took the food back in return.So cute...

After that,aroud 9pm we went to Geylang.Usually I don't enjoy the trip there because it will be so crowded and I can't hardly walk.However this year,it was different. Walking around with big family members is so fun and you won't feel tired.

We met with 3 other families along the way.Apparently most of them are our relatives' relatives.Hehe..That's wad happens if you go Geylang.You' ll tend to meet your relatives there..

Oh guess wad,we met Nurul Aini and her hubby along the way. She found my cousin pretty and asked for her number coz she wanted to make her a model.Quite cool ah..Anyway,she does bear some resembleance to her.

Other than that,we bought some stuff for the guys and had to wait for ard half an hour for the mothers to do their shopping...As usual..heh

I had a great day..

Wanie picked me up and we went to MI to collect Colours Awards,managed to catch up with Mdm Watee after so long.

Then I must really thank Wanie for chaufering me around to run some errands.

But the hot weather made both of us so tired that I wasn't thinking straight when I was teaching just now..

I need to sleep early.My tution starts in the morning tomorrow..

Ok I can't get to sleep.So I'm now watching a comedy serial on some m'asian website..I had a gd laugh on my own. I hope I'm not waking my sis and parents up.

I've been having this craving for thai mango salad for 2wks and still counting. My mum made up for it though.She made tom yum soup for me.Hehe.I finish half a huge bowl on my own.

Goodness,I'm still up now and feeling a bit hungry..

I was approached by a young man on the way home from SIM just now..Hehe..don't get the wrong idea.He was only 4 year old Indian boy.He sat beside me while his mum sat behind me. He told me a lot of stories,mainly abt himself.It was quite amusing actually.His mum said he has no sisters, but he told me he has 4 of them!

I bought bubble teas formy family today.Hehe,it feels so nice.It's like as if I've never taken any after a long time.Hehe..After that, I met with my neighbour as I was walking home.She too, gave me a hug..

Kids,so full of smiles and laughter which never fails to make my day..

I'm so tired today.I had my orientation at SIM just now.I'm in for a lot of hard work.Most of the people there are from polys which means they have more exposure and experience in computer science than A'level students.Not to mention,there are less than 10 girls in my course.

I managed to make new friends who are nice enough to accompany me home...Hehe.I didn't know that there's this guy who stay 2bus stops away from my place.A new victim who may follow go jogging and walk from Lakeside back to home..

Finally,I got to visit Aida after she gave birth to her second daughter.Hehe...Her girls are carbon copies of one another.I guess they are a mixture of both of their parents.They have Aida's smile and nose, but their features are of their daddy..Hehe..Hopefully,the baby likes the dress that I bought..

I rushed home to buy Garnier facial wash for my mum.But I bought the wrong one.I was in a hurry because she wanted to go to the hospital. Oh well..

Tomorrow I got orientation at SIM at 9am.Aiyoh..I'm quite excited but scared of what to expect..

It has happened again!I waited for 45mins outside my student's hs before her elder sis reached hm and opened the door for me..Haiz

Other than that,I went out to buy present for my friend's newborn daughter..I can't wait to see her...It's been ages since we met..

I had a great afternoon despite the weather...

I went to SIM wth Wanie to check the duration and the bus journey. I got 3 rourtes to SIM. I think I shall stick to 154 at Lakeside rather than take 52 from Jurong East.The journey is very slow and I was quite exhausted from it...

After that,we went to meet to meet Wanie's mum and bro at Clementi.She found another reliable bakery.They bought some D24 durian puff and treat me to choc brownie pudding,I think...Yummy!!!

Plus I got a free ride home...Hehe,it's been a while since I enjoyed a free ride home...

Ok..I'm feeling a bit off colour again..For no reason,my backbone is aching and my gut tells me that I may fall sick again..Oh no..

I went to SIM to settle some admin issues then went to Johor before heading off to NUH and TTSH to do some visiting.

I'm slowly getting used to my dad's car..I hope I can adapt real soon..

It feels really awkward driving my dad's car for the first time...I underestimated the sensitivity of the pedals and though some additional accessories make it easier to drive,I just can't get used to it yet..Hoefully I will adapt soon...coz my hands are really itching to drive..Hehe

There goes my GI Joe movie....

Wanie,Syarfa and I had a girls gathering at JP today and we wanted to watch the movie.The queue was pretty long so we decided to use the AXS machine only to find out the tickets at 12.30pm were all fully booked.So we decided to watch 'UP' instead.It's been ages since I last watched a cartoon movie...

Then,my student called to say that she watched GI Joe at JP at 12.30pm and she only bought the tickets at 11.50! My frineds and I came way earlier!!It was so unfair..But at least,I had such a great time...

I can't believe I spent 6bucks on drinks alone today!!I went out twice and bought drinks through and fro the journey.It was such a hot day!!

Ican't wait for tommorrow!!G.I Joe wth Wanie...Hehe

Does anyone know where I can go to pick up Mandarin or Japanese language classes and maybe some computer skills as well??

I ate a lot today.2servings of fried noodle, and when I reached my aunt's place,I ate mutton chop, goreng pisang and nangka goreng.I forgot the names in English.So pardon me..Hehe..So, the next few days,I'll have to increase my jogging distance.

Wow, I just realised that so many people got married this yr,especially right before the fasting mth.I needed to attend two today,aunt has to attend 6 today. She must be tired frm all the eating,not too mention,the pertrol used on the journey.

I had fun catching up wth my elders,took a ride with my aunt and grandfather instead.Hehe..However,I couldn't catch up wth Fizah that much as she was rushing to another wedding reception.

Now I wonder why the current culture is to invite 'Kuda Kepang' group to perform at weddings. It's not exactly 'legal' in the eyes of the religion.

My mum woke me and my sis up at 8am and rushed to the hospital to settle my grandad's discharge paperwork.After that, I managed to spend time wth my grandmother and had lunch wth my aunt.

But now,I'm tired.I got tuition at 5pm.So basically,now I'm trying to stay fresh.At night,I need to ransack my wardrobe to find a suitable 'baju kurung' to attend tommorow weddings. Haiz,hard to socialize after around 3yrs of not doing so...

I sort of just got home.My dad took half a day off to run some errands. But he has not stopped making calls to his office,making sure everything goes on smoothly.

We had to go to Parkway to collect my dad's and my sis's hp.Then we went to IMM to collect my mum's bdae cake.Hehe.My mum enjoyed a large portion of it.That's because my sis and I are afraid of gaining weight.

After night prayers,my parents have to attend a wedding ceremony of a relative.

I'm dead tired but super fresh when I entered my room..Dunno why..

A whole day of running errands before and after tuition is really tiring. Firstly, I have to deposit some money into my account then rush off to IMM to make an oder for my mum's bdae tommorrow. After which,I rushed off to Clementi for tuiton.I met an old friend along the way.She looked so pretty now.Hehe..

Then,I went to the dentist's to get toothbrushes for me and my sister.Twenty bucks gone...Now I can't think straight coz I'm so dead tired..

My mum woke me up in the morning to ask me accompany her and dad go to the market at Geylang. Apparently,the ppl there are much more generous with the groceries and dairy products as compared to the ones near my hs. After that,we went Marine Parade to send my dad and sis's hp for repair. The service is much better than Suntec City. At least,the hp are ready by the end of the day.

Thank you Wanie for the songs and the company just now..Really I enjoy talking to you..I can go on and on if you didn't remind me that we have reached my blk.Haha

I finallly got rid of all the stuff in my cupboard.I didn't know I had so much things inside dated back to my O'levels days..

Haha,basically got rid rid of all the lousy exam papers which took up 150% of the space inside.I can finally get a breather, next, I shall clean up the mess in my wardrobe..

Ok..the com is back!!This means the wireless modem is now connected and I get to do whatever I need to do now...

Thank god all the fever,flu and sore throat went away today!

If not,my parents won't allow me visit my grandfather at TTSH. Right now,I'm rotting before leaving for tuition at 3pm. I guess my grandfather's condition hasn't improved much,he's still unconscious.

Hopefully my parents allow me to visit him over the weekend.Before that,I need to assure my parents that I'm fine first.

I was planning to go to bed like an hour ago until my mum received a phone call from my aunt.She said my maternal grandfather was unconscious and had foam coming out of his mouth. My parents rushed down to my aunt's place after making some calls.

Oh God...I can't sleep,worried and anxious..What am I supposed to do now?

Wrong timing for a friend to come and pay me a visit...

The main computer is really getting on my nerves!Never mind I took 30mins to start it,it had to hang on me and I cannot restart it ! Now Ican't get to do whatever I need to do,a lot of time wasted. Thank god I have a laptop.

So annoying!!Must tell dad to send it for repairs and solve its 'mood swings'.

It's gonna rain.. There goes my mum's plan to get me to run errands for her..Hehe..

I brought Simi to Vivocity for the first time since she has never been there before ever since she migrated to Australia.Gosh,she's very pretty now with the braces gone forever..Hehe..Now I cannot wait to remove mine.Next appointment's this upcoming Sunday.

I was stood up today at Clementi by a new student on the very first lesson!Apparently,I waited at her doorstep for 30mins only to find out she's sleeping inside and not answering mine or her mum's calls. Thank god,the trip from my hs to her's is 15mins.But that's no excuse to be irresponsible.

What should I do now??

Shit man!I should have recorded the CNN version of 'Michael Jackson Memorial' instead of the Channel5's . At least CNN shows the entire ceremony and it sure has more substance.Aaargghh!!!

I shall start doing what I need and want to do tonight...

I bought this book from Harris Bookstore.It's called 'Act like a lady,think like a man'( courtesy to Oprah Winfrey's Sunday's episode).Hehe My dad has been telling me that a million times and it only sink into my head on Sunday after watching Oprah. Definitely after spending some money...

My dad and sis have been mugging recently.Seeing them,I kinda feel guilty.I'm still enjoying the 'hol' before sch starts in Aug.I tink.

I had a great but tiring day. After tuition,I flew down from Boon Lay to Somerset to watch Transformers with some old friends. Luckily,I reached on time,like on the dot.The movie started at 1.15 and I reached there like 1.10.

It's been ages since I took the train.Now they removed some seats to accommodate more people. I'm slowly trying to get used to people wearing masks on the trains.Hehe

I love the effects,the script and the plot too.Hehe. Could watch it over and over again.

Transformers anyone??

I went jogging in the evening just now. As I was walking after my jog, two boys just cycled at a very fast speed past me.One of them bumped into me, fell off his bike and skidded on the track.

I was shocked to witness that. I helped him to get on his feet.Thank god he suffered only abrasions. His friend and this Chinese uncle came to help out a bit.Both the boys received a lecture but in Mandarin.So they coudn't really understand what he was saying.

Of course,they ran off before he could continue any further,leaving me to entertain the poor man for like 5mins..Hehe

I need to retake my TP again.Shit man..200bucks gone again..Haiz..

Anyway,I think I have a teeth growing and I don't think it's my wisdom teeth. It's really tiny and I don't know whether it will obstruct my braces. If I didn't know any better,I would probably need another surgery to remove it. Aaarrgghh!Hopefully my dentist says otherwise..
My jaw is quite painful especially when I eat.Ouch..

Wow this is really unexpected..

I got accepted into UWA(Computer and Mathematical Sciences).I excitedly told my mum abt it and she was like' Why are you so excited?'Then she said 'Wait for baba to come hm then we talk abt this.'

Should I accept it or just go to SIM and do computing??

Two more days...

I must stay calm and relaxed and not to make any ridiculous mistakes.If not,I've to fork out money and I mean my own money to retake the test again..

First step in becoming a lady..

Learn how to put on make-up!!Finally it sank into my head.My mum was wondering why it fall on deaf ears despite she telling me to do it like a million of times while the salesgirl took only 10mins!Haha!There's a huge difference if you spent 130bucks on make up stuff..plus free consultation..Hehe...

I went to Johor today to visit my newborn nephew.Guess what,his name is Farhan Ahmad,which was the name of my late brother and the name Ahmad,well is the name of my paternal grandfather.Apparently,his sister was named after me,Anis Farhana.Hehe..According to my cousin,the sister is a bit adventurous,well like aunt like niece..What can I say,I'm a proud aunt of 8 nephews and nieces,I think if I got the no right.

Other than that,my mum wanted to buy cloth to make traditional outfits,since we have a lot of upcoming weddings this year.

We went to watched 'Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak'.It was a horror comedy movie. There's nothing scary abt it,in fact,I laughed throuhout the movie,except,I didn't quite like the ending. I dopn't really like the story to be left hanging there...

I followed my parents to some relative's wedding at Tampines.It felt weird at first,not only my cousins were not around, most of my relatives came later than us.So yup,it was a bit uncomfortable for a while.

Then went off to Loyang,my dad went to pick my cousin up later in the evening.Sort of mini gathering for fathers' day wth a littel of durian fiesta that my grandfather bought frm the 'kampung' . My dad has this thing abt washing the car at my aunt's house.Something abt the pressure of the hose,or wadeva that thing is.

A sacrifice a family have to make for national security when you have a member ofthe family in the uniform group. My dad has to work every Saturday in preparations of Aug 9. Not that I'm not used to it especially he's been away a lot more often and longer before. And yes,sometimes I get caught in between two opinions.

To all my frends whose bfs are in NS, bear wth it....It's juz for two bloody years...

Now I hope I can get my driving license so that I can drive the car around especially when dad's not ard..Hehe..

I enjoyed my day today.Haha.

Sya's cousin was ard when I came over for tuition juz now.I played wth him for a while.It's been a while since I saw him..

I went out for lunch wth Syarfa at JP before heading off for tuition which is juz two blocks away. It's nice to see her after a while, had a little girly chat wth her..juz like the old times..haha

I taught my student's sis how to roller-blade.Hehe..Tough gerl.She didn't complain even though she fell down numerous times,gave the residents a little scare.woops..

Ok.I bought MCD Breakfats meals for my sis n myself today.Woo..Double MCD treats in a week!Haha..considering the last time I had MCD food in March.Haha

Anyway,jogging wth my sis was fun n draining.I'm so rusty.She's a better,I mean really so much better runner than me. She can really increase the distance even when the weather is freaking hot. But today,the weather is a bit friendlier than usual..Hehe

Just now as I was waiting to make a right turn,there was this guy who was speeding to make a right turn from the opposite direction.Then,he was riding at an angle lass than 15degrees. Of course, he skidded off his bike.Lucky for him that he wasn't badly injured but the front part of his bike was damaged.

Anyway,I got my letter of acceptance into SIM(computing). I must reply by 26 June. But of course I'll wait for NTU letter first.

I went to Evolution Hub after driving lesson today to get a haircut.Apparently,my usual hairdresser wasn't there so someone else who was a splitting image of Zhe Qi attended to me. My sis will get hers done tomorrow if her hairdresser is ard.But I'll be busy the entire week to have a haircut.Well I was rotting there for abt 5hrs.Even my mum n sis went home before dropping by again in the evening.

Thank god my dad was ok wth the hairlength.Hehe,I thought it was too short initially but I love the light feeling of the hair now.

On my way driving back to BBDC,I saw a test car being towed back into the sch. The front bonnet was badly damaged. I hope the driver and tester were not badly injured. Goah,I sure hope God will spare me from such accidents or car wrecks.

The weather is getting worse day by day. I barely walked for 400m and I'm already raining wth sweat. Worse,it doesn't help when my mum keeps on nagging on how I got barbequed within such short period of time..Like I enjoyed it...

I accompanied Jerine to her NIE interview at MOE.But it seems like I'm the one who had the interview coz I had to wait for abt 45mins for her at the MRT platform. She was still at home whenI reached Buona Vista!Haha..Hope things work out for you Jerine.

I drove an auto car today.It was so easy!But I still prefer manual..More exciting.I wonder why my dad had to change the car to a manual one.Haha..

I seriously need to increase my jogging distance!Been eating a lot the past two weeks! Anyone wanna join me??We go park or something??Hehe

What the heck is National Doughnut Day is all abt??Other than the calories they have and the short term joy they give,what else?Hmm..

Anyway,I just talked to my old frend.Wah..she's undergoing trg to b a chef..I was telling her abt a dream of mine..Open a cafe or wad as a sideline in the future..Hehe..earn extra income..

A bit far fetched..considering the fact I'm still worried abt my uni applications..Hehe

On the way home just now from BBDC,I had to tolerate a bunch of well, hopeless mats and minahs at the busstop..Not only that, they were making so much noise in the bus.So annoying.. Why can't they just do something useful?

Hung,If you are reading this..
Happy 21th Birthday..Sorry for the late wish...Haha

I went jogging in the evening after so long going jogging in the late mornings.It's a gd feeling..especially after the rain two hours before..Hehe

I juz got an email from UWA..Gosh,the admin still processing my application...Oh well,I guess I still have to wait till end of the month...

I just came back from the dentist.She removed the plate in my mouth and had the cement removed.Pain! Then She tightened my braces! Even worse!!Thank god it's ok now..I don't have to pop the painkillers...

We went to IMM to hunt for oreo cheesecake for my sis.She knows how to appreciate it,I don't.I feel nauseous everytime a eat a bit of cheesecake..

I just came back from the clinic.Turns out that my throat is really in a bad condition...But it was worse on Monday. I guess the honey with beehive that my dad bought from M'asia does help...

Took the cab twice today to and fro SIM...Had to settle some admin stuff there wth Wanie as well....Now I must start saving money...Aiyoh..

Gonna have a new sister in the house soon.Nope,my mum is not pregnant..My cousin gonna stay at my house when uni starts..Hehe...So excited..But right now,I'm still hanging by the edge...

I had a pretty long day.

I called SIM to ask about my status of application only to find out that I may have sent my documents to the wrong entity!

So yup,I had to fly down to SIM and reapply. Thank god the the closing date for the course of my choice was end of this mth. The sad thing was that I had to pay the application fees again.

So now I have to wait till end of June or early July. Pretty handicapped now..Nothing much to do except pray for the best.

After that I had to wait for 45mins for my dad and followed him do a house visit coz one of his full time NSmen(i tink) went abroad. Nice house and a noisy as well an intelligent bird they had.Hehe. Check out the bird..(after I managed to quiten it down)..

I'm not gonna get a house in the North or South in the future..So confusing..Should juz stick to the east or west.

My throat is killing me! Ouch!!The chinese herbal drink helps a little but I'm still in pain.

Something funny happened at my aunt's place just now. We were enjoying the birthday cake when some distant relative of ours dropped by to give out wedding invitation cards.

Then for no reason my mum came out with the idea of my sis,my two cousins and I getting married on the same day at a hotel in 2018...Haha..Must be the after effect of the cold medicine she took just now..

All of us are excited about the idea...haha..wait till my grandfather hears this.. We got pretty excited about it till the extent of me leaving behind my watch...

I wonder why the heck my back is aching..

I'm happy for my friends who got their uni letters n received good news. I can't help but feel down coz right now,my future seems very uncertain.Right now,I don't know what to do if the uni applications doens't work out for me.. I'm still waiting for uni letters.NTU will only give me their response at the end of June or early July.

Aching shoulders and left knee...Old ailments acting up again!

Anyway,I'm no longer teaching Gukkan.His mum got her best friend to teach him..Good for him,a stricter tutor..Hehe

Not so bad lah..at least now I can reach home earlier..

I just found my old sec sch friend.Now she's married and will be expecting her second child soon. Hehe... so excited for her..

The drastic weather changes is causing me to have headaches.

Now I've to go down to NTU on friday to submit some docs for DA and appeal.

I saw a cute squirrel on the way home just now..It was running around and stopped in front of me,then stopped,looked up at me before climbing a tree..So cute...gonna befriend it some day..Hehe

I just came back from my dentist's.My plate was loose so I had to tighten it. It flew off when she removed it from my upper teeth.Hehe..She had to search for it together with the nurse. I was feeling down a bit,my doc was nice and experienced enough to offer me advice,badly needed it..for a fresh perspective...

I bought dinner at mcd..The last time I had it was last yr...Not a fan of mcd..but dunno why I got the craving to eat fast food..

Tough 2mths ahead to determine what'll my future be like in 4years...Haiz..

I just got home from M'asia..The journey wasn't smooth as I expected despite the H1N1 cases in M'asia. Oh well..Anyway,daddy ias leaving for Thailand for a week on 31 May.Why can't he leave after I get my license???

Praying for a better tomorrow...

I followed my parents to do some research on education loans at various banks in case I couldn't get into local uni and I have to submit some docs to Ntu next week for DA and appeal I think...

It's not a good feeling...coz my future seems bleak and I'm pretty much scared that I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel...

Tired and worn out....I should have never booked the first slot for driving practical... Been grumpy the entire day...

The rashes between my middle finger and fore finger is getting better I think...The redness and itchness has decreased.Dunno how I got it too...

Haiz I'm still waiting and waiting...so anxious and desperate...What if I'm rejected from the uni?

I took a cab from BBDC to my student's place today.The annoying driver didn't know his way around the extended Jurong area and took me on a mery go round ride that the fare was 3bucks more! Not to mention the headache he left me with!!Aargghh!!

Still anxiously waiting...

I had a weird day today..I was giving tuition and throughout the 2hr session,we were accompanied by the 'kuda kepang' troup performing at the empty space in front of her block.Apparently,the troup were still performing at this hour. Dunno for what.I'm not a fan of this form of art...

We had dinner with my uncle and his friend at Reks Chicken Rice.Hehe...It was his treat.Hehe..I found out that my cousin in Indonesia will be joining the Football Academy in Milan soon..I'm soo happy for him, though I havent seen him in like 1o years..

After I got my license,I'm gonna save for my family trip to Indonesia. Hehe..maybe will bring along my grandfather...

I'm still waititng for the letters from the unis... hope to receive good news...

Happy Vesak Day and Happy Mothers' day!!

I just got home after getting bubble teas for both myself and mum..That's my weakness..I can jog everyday and still submit to my weakness for sweet stuff...So if I have a boyfriend in the future,he needs to stop me before I put on weight..Hehe

Fizah came over for lunch before going off for work at West Coast Plaza.We watched the Champions League( my dad recorded) before my dad gave her a ride before making his way to the mosque..

One of my neighbour's cats is missing.So now the dog is very upset.So upset that he doesn't bark whenever anyone passes by the house.Now I think I miss his barking..

My neighbour's pets are unique.The cats and dog get along so well and look out for one another. Hope the cat returns home soon..

Poor Yogii..

I just got home from tuition.It's been a long day!Driving and 3 tuitions are enough to drain me...

I'm still waiting for uni applications.I'm pretty scared and nervous not to mention desperate.Really praying that things will work out fine for me...

I just came back from a jog with my sister..Hehe..it's a bit abnormal to jog in the afternoon..But my sister wanted to jog before going out later.My fickle minded parents had to change their minds as they had to attend a wedding at Tampines..So now,here I am in front of the computer wondering what to do...

This is way too much!

It happened again today.I went to my student's place and he wasnt home today!His uncle apparently has no idea that he has tuition today so I had to call his aunt who was working. Of course, she couldn't do much to help.So I left,feeling angry on the inside.

No amount of jog was able to calm me down as I'm still angry,well maybe lesser now...

I've never been so angry and upset with anyone before!One of my students simply forgot how to do simple addition and subtraction among other things when his exam is just next tuesday.The worse thing is everytime I come over,he'll either complain of being tired or give me lame excuses on why he never do his hw...

If I had my hockey stick with me just now,it would have flung straight into his face! It's not the first time he got onto my nerves!

And it doesn't help that I'm already pissed off and this laptop is damn slow.Now I can't get to do what I needed to do...

I went for my dental appointment just now with my sister.Goodness,my dentist said that my lower teeth is a bit loose.Yup,it's scary, I tell you though it's normal.Oh well...so she sort of add another wire and twirl it around the braces..

I want to log off the com now coz I wanna watch Star Awards peacefully and let my father use it to watch some wrestling show or whatever the show is..

I sort of just got home in time for my Chinese show.It's been a rushing day,usually I don't have to give tuition on Fridays but it turned out that I have 3 students today.I managed to catch up with my student's sister before I go off.Hehe.I had fun bullying her though she seems to be always a step ahead of me whenever it comes to actions of mischief..Hehe

I just got home from the market.Heh.Now I'm just killing time before I leave for my student's place around 2pm.I shall learn a computer skill tonight.I can't be delaying it any longer.It's already Wednesday!How time flies..

I just came back from a jog with my dad and sis.I tell you,the weather is freaking hot!! Nowadays,if I have more than one student on the same day,I'll make the effort to come home and shower first before going for the next one.My cousin just told me the weather in the east is not that bad. Why did my parents chose to shift to the west ten years ago?I still prefer the east side of Singapore ...

I don't know why but I couldn't sleep well last night.I couldn't go back to sleep after my morning prayers.So I kept tossing and turning for 4hours in my bed.So ya,I only had 4hours of sleep and yes,I was quite grumpy for half a day...

Today is such a hot day.I was sweating like 'heavy rain' as I walked to my student's house.I prefer to walk as the buses in the west can really boil my blood!The two new stations well, didn't make that much of a difference.I still have to wait for an average of 15mins for the bus.I don't have much of a choice because the buses I take daily will not pass the two new stations.Haiz..

Anyway,I collected my hp at JP.I shall not buy anymore Samsung hp,should have just stick to Nokia or Sony Eriksson.

I just came back from Johor Bahru.We went there to watch a horror movie,'Jangan Tegur' which means 'ignore it'.I tell you,it's da best Malaysian horror movie I've seen in two years.Wait,is that right for me to say since I've yet to watch two Malaysian horror movies released before Jangan Tegur?Hmm..anyway,it's quite scary but with a pinch of comedy though the storyline is quite predictable..

So if you're the kind who would freak out,don't watch it alone.It's not often for me to admit that a movie is scary.Heh

I just got home from a family function.It was a prayer function for my late aunt. After that, I went to my cousin's house to visit my paternal grandfather. Now I'm feeling a bit sick.I'm down with flu I think...

Hope to feel better tomorrow coz I wanna go Johor to watch a movie...a malay horror movie I think..

I had a terrible headache for the past two days and I'm having a tummyache again..Dunno why..But definitely, not something I ate..Hehe...

Does anyone wanna watch 'Fast and Furious' with me??

Happy Good Friday to those who celebrate...

I think I'm gonna turned down my cousin's offer to work at Nike.I'm drained from all the tutoring and driving lessons.Maybe after I got my license,I can reconsider again.

Tutoring was fine.I had the luxury of pampering my student's sister,whom I have not seen for a period of time.

I screwed my hp again yesterday. Aaaarrrggghh!!! Something's up with the port that I can't charge the hp now..I can't even connect it to the com! So now,I'm back using the old hp,well for now..

Everyday,I pray that things will work out fine for me though you keep raising my hopes up only to have it dashed again..

I went for a jog around 10.45am and it started to rain...Yup..I got caught in the rain.But it wasnt that bad.I jogged for half an hour, not so bad...just that I didnt get to do more laps.

Anyway, the last thing I needed as to get chased by an annoying puppy who just refused to listen to his owner and he had to poop at the wrong area,and the poor middle aged man had to clear his mess up.

I'm supposed to give tuition to a primary 3 kid at 3pm today.Guess what,I reached there and then his grandfather told me he has a supplementary class every Thursday in school till evening..Then why the heck his aunt didn't bother telling me in advance!!! Thank god,my parents pick me up and we went to the market to get some stuff as we had a function later at night.

Now,I'm trying to get back my normal mood as I have another tuition at 5pm later...

An outing finally!Haha..I went out with Farhana,Firdaus,and Faz..We had lunch at pizzahut at Suntec City I believed, before heading off to Chevrons instead of Cdans for bowling.Anyway,I'm just an amateur amongst all those pros..Haha..Faz beat us all despite claiming it was his first time bowling..

Now I'm too tired to do anything.Gonna off the laptop..Nitez ppl..

Ok...this one's for you Wanie..

I can't open my mouth as big as what you expected because I'll start to feel uncomfortable..Hehe..Maybe my jawbone is still not used to the new changes.Haha..You said you wanna go jogging with me?When ah?I've been procastinating my jogs for 4days already... and the bubble teas are simply so tempting...Oh no...

YEAH!No more rubber bands!I can finally eat without having to worry about the rubber bands snapping...Hehe..So now I just need to tidy up my teeth,especially the lower ones.It's damn painful..but at least,I can eat peecefully now..I'm probably the only person that will get tired while eating,at least when I still had to use the rubber bands..

I just got home from Johor.My mum wanted to buy cloth for Hari Raya..A bit too soon uh?Well that's because we need to send them to the tailor's before June I think. It was the first time we bought cloth for baju kurung in Malaysia,usually we buy them at Arab Street if not Geylang.

Anyway, after my sis and I chose the cloth we liked,we left the bargaining job to my mum and she slaughtered the total price to nearly half the original price! You wouldn't want to be there to witness it.If every customer were to be like my mum, the shopowners will have to close down..hehe..

My dad?hmm..he just sat at the sofa provided and entertained all the small kids there..He just can't be bothered until we asked for his opinion,which I value a lot...

Ok..I just installed the new MSN Messenger and it is really slowing the com down... Anyway, I've been procastinating about which compiuter skill to pick up and what movies to watch..Hmm,can anyone suggest?

Finally a breather! I've been so busy the past few days. At last I get to rest..well at at least for the next couple of days. Now I'm gonna spent time with my darling, well I mean the tv and the com.Hehe...and perhaps play with my 1year old neighbour.It's been a while since I last saw her...

I think I should really clean my wardrobe and drawers again...It's such an eyesore!Better clean it up before my mum sees it one day...Hehe

My first half of the day was quite bad.First of all,I was 15mins late for my theory practice thanks to the traffic jam on along the way there. It's my fault too.I should have listened to my mum and woke my dad up.

After that,I went to my student's house only to find that he was sick and unable to study.Haiz..I had to leave like after half an hour then I went to another student's place..

My sister came back earlier from her drama camp because she was sick.There goes the plan to go out.

Ooook.One of my rings attached to my last bottom right teeth came off during dinner.Well,it already got loose in the afternoon, so it's pretty expected.So I had to go back to the dentist's and fix it back again..Gonna have to put on the rubber bands again tomorrow...

Shit!! I'm in a big trouble! I had to write an essay about myself and whatnot for university applications. The best part is, I'm rusty and I've no idea what to write or rather complement myself.
HELP!!HELP!!

So I tried to draft it out on a piece of paper and I tell you,my 11 year old nephew can write better! Horrors...

I'm super tired today. I went to pick Fizah up at Chinese Garden because she went to NUS Open House.So my parents decided to pick her up before going to her house.

Anyway,today's my grandfather's birthday..I forgot his age but I know he's less than 80.Yup.His 10 grandchildren shared money for his Polo tshirt.Hope it fits him. Haha.. I also treated the family to pizza(been planning to do that since I got my first pay). Thank god the bill was well lesser than expected.Sadly,two of my cousins don't eat ham and mushrooms.I would have ordered something else if I knew earlier..Haha

My 11 year old cousin,Izzat is a lucky guy.He's going off at midnight to Perth for a week on a school trip..Even I wasn't that lucky.My first trip abroad without my parents was when I was 17.I went to Cambodia on a CIP Trip.

I think I'm gonna miss him...

Ok..Fizah,my sister and I managed to finally get something for our grandfather..Haha..with the help of my mum..It's a polo shirt bought by 10 of his grandchildren.Haha

After that,we went shopping..I think I spent about 5obucks on blouses and dresses...So I sort of just got home and feeling damn tired.

Wondering whether I can wake up tommorrow to meet my friends at 10am to go NUS Open House...

Today is the 'Everything go wrong Day'!

First of all,I tried to apply for poly online only to find out that I have to print out the application form and hand it in to the school itself! Like that's not enough, my printer ran out of black ink!
I had to fly down to Yunnan and had the forms printed out. Guess what, I was robbed of 10bucks for like 5 pages.The reason,they needed to use a special software to avoid all viruses or whatsoever..

My sis too had a rough day at school.Gosh..

Lastly,I screwed my hp.Not sure what happenned. I flipped the phone only to find cracks not on the surface but within..Aaarrrgggghhhh!!!

I was like Oh *@^?!!!!

Ok..I Don't know what I ate last night that I'm having a horrible tummyache now..Haiz..I had to bear with the pain from BBDC all the way back home. Anyway, I'm excited to experiment with my dad's car before I start my first practical lesson next week..

Ok..I got an ugly surprise on Friday..Got mostly Cs and Ds for my subjects. I tell you, it was the worst downturn in my life. At that time,I felt like a total letdown.If not for my close knit of family and friends,I don't know what would I do..

Now I have to consider going abroad just in case I can't get into NUS or NTU..Haiz..

I went shopping today and bought myself a new shoulder bag. I'm gonna keep myself busy for the next few days,well, by watching tv..There's a few new dramas that I'm hooked onto right now..

If you're free,watch Psych,Murder she wrote and Boys over Flowers (Korean version). That's enough to keep me busy I think.

Anyway,I didnt know syllabus change quite often.I was a bit taken aback when one of my students ask me about Volumetric Analysis.I only learn that at Alevels and even so,I did not have to memorise the freaking equations...

Guess, I have to dig out my cupboard now..

Life is so full of unexpected turns. My plan today was to go shopping with my cousin,Fizah,which I did.I bought myself a pair of sandals which I desperately needed. Then my mum joined us because we wanted to hunt for a present for my 11-year old boyfriend..Hehe..which we haveyet to buy..

Along the way, we received a call that my aunt was in critical hospital at the hospital.Although my niece kept me busy, I was disheartened when I saw my aunt in the bed. I successfully managed to maintain my composure. Not sure whether it was good or bad...I just pray that everything will be fine...

Anyway,can anyone suggest what to get for a 11 year old boy???

Ok..I think I'm allegic to cats. Just now while I was teaching my primary 3 student, one of his cats jumped onto the table thrice, asking for attention. There was this once that he sat on my hp..So I had to carry it down after well I stroke his body a few times.

Then, I felt itchiness on my arms and face.So I washed my hands and bought some medicated oil when I reached the bus interchange at Boon Lay. So now, I'm gonna carry the medicated oil whenever I go...just in case...Haha..

I'm soo pissed! I just came back from M'asia not long ago.I tell you,not only the journey there was congested,my family and I had to wait for like half an hour before our lunch was served. Like that was not enough,the fellas forgot one more dish. Irritated,my parents decided to forgo the soup.

Shopping at Giant was fine. The journey back well, congested at both Woodlands and Tuas Chekpoints.So yup, we stick to the former. I tell you,the slope is not appealing and convenient especially on rainy days,not to mention traffic jam.

My parents still have the energy to shop at Sheng Siong after dropping my sister and I. When is this grocery shoppign going to end??

I'm not gonna eat ice cream late at night anymore! I suffered the after effects in the morning! Bad tummyache,headache and vomitting!

My friend just had to add fuel to the fire..Arrggh!

Ok.. NTU's mechanical engineering is now on my list of choices..Materials and electrical engineering are out...so not my cup of tea.

For some reason.I'm having ulcers all over my mouth..Ouch! I'm running out of rubber bands for my braces too...so now I've to drop by the clinic and get another packet.Thank god it's for free..

Now I'm upset that my BTT is on 6 March.If only the admin ppl from my previous workplace had told me earlier that I' m only needed for a month,I would have booked it on the earliest slot in February.(only morning slots were available when I made the bookings)

I didn't want to take leave,so yup..I had to book in March...

I'm like damn tired. I just got home from the NTU Talk at Suntec Convention Centre. Not many of my schoolmates were around. Don't know why.

After that I went window shopping with Fizah.We did not get anything as nothing seems to catch our attention. Maybe next week I shall go Orchard and shop..Hehe

Great.I just found out that I had a fine which I didn't know about since last year. 30cents from the freaking National Library.Wad the heck. I thought I settled it already.

Damn the weather is so freaking hot nowadays! I just walked like for 10 mins and I'm like barbaqued!

Anyway, I just came back from lunch with Yunie at Bukit Batok.Hehe..I got like a handbag and a treat from her.That's my birthday present from her..Thank you so much...

Now I'm gonna slack before I leave for my tuition...

My right calf has been acting up since yesterday...Haiz..Don't know why

I accompanied my sister to her dental appointment today...As usual it dragged for at least an hour or so.The annoying thing bis that my next appointment has ben pushed to 1 of March.. I was so looking forward to remove the rubber bands but looks like I have to wait longer...

I don't know why..But I've been moody the whole day...

My usual jog helps a little...But boredom doesn't help!Arrgghh... So I watched two movies today..Unborn and Transporter 3 thanks to a friend...Now I'm back to normal...

My family together with my cousin,.Fizah went to SCDF Home Team Academy to witness the NCDCC 2ND Warrant Officer Ceremony. My cousin,Nurain was the only girl in her to be promoted. I'm sooo proud of her!

My first week of being unemployed has been well relaxing.At least now I'm able to make time for jogging and of course spending time with my long time lover- the tv!

I just finished watching 'The Changeling' not too long ago featured by Angelina Jolie. Another movie which I remembered watching,' The mighty heart' also featuring the same actress and it is also based on a true story. It's so heart wrenching.I don't know how she manage to muster that huge amount of courage to carry out her roles so well...

Angelina Jolie sure knows how to push my buttons...

My next movies??Probably Seven Pounds or The Kite Runner..I remembered reading the novel while I was still working at Pioneer Sec...

My pay will be transferred to my account on the 8th of Feb..Thank god....

My senior colleagues got me a cup warmer(the kind that can be connected to the com to keep the drink warm) a s a farewell gift and they may need my service again next year during the holidays...So I guess it's not so bad after all.

I don't know whether to feel sad or happy now that I'm no longer working..I think I'll miss my senior colleagues...I don't know why..but just now I found myself wandering around the lab a number of times...I thought that I'll be neutral about it...Hmmm...

Tomorrow will be my last day of work and I just realised that they have yet to transfer my salary to my account...GRRR...I better check with the admin department tomorrow...

I just turned 20!I feel so old... Thank god my students cancelled their tuition today..I am still recovering from yesterda's outing...

Yesterday, my family celebrated my sister's,dad's and my birthday at Pasir Ris(near the beach)).I forgot the name of the place.Hehe,and I fell off my bicycle. The brakes could not function well so I went straight to the bushes and well fell after my bicycle rolled over. Thank god I was not injured. My tshirt was dirty.But my aunt gave me a tshirt as a gift so yes..I was lucky...

As for now,I'm waiting for my next salaries so that I can go shopping with my cousin,Fizah..Haha

I just found out that next Friday is my last day of work. Hmm...I don't know how to react to the news..Part of me,I'm quite happy about it as I thought that I'll be able to slack a bit. The other half of me is that I'm sad about leaving the place as the seniors there are very helpful and generous in sharing their experiences with me.I tell you,I'm being pampered by all the senior staff..Hahaa...

My Science HOD offered me a relief teaching job for Malay Language! Haha.. I don't even speak Malay at home...Gosh..even my parents were laughing..So mean...

I just can't believe hot immature and childish Sec1 students are! Just now, one Secondary1 student had a scar on his cheek simply because he and his friends were fooling around. Thank god the pen did not hit his eye! Kids nowadays!

I think I passed my illness to my students...Does that mean you guys don't want tuition on CNY?HAHA

I've been very clumsy today.Firstly, I could'nt find the a.c adapter when it was kept directly in a cupboard opposite where I was sitted. But instead, I searched high and low for it at the Physics Lab.

Secondly, I went to the driving centre thinking that I had a lesson today when I booked for a lesson for this upcoming Saturday...Oh well...

Lastly, I have to use rubber bands on my braces for the next 6 weeks.. My god, I can't open my mouth widely well at least, the normal way to eat. Everytime I tried to eat, the bands on my right side of teeth will somehow snap.Haiz...I wonder whether the rubber bands given to me can last for 6 weeks..Hmm

The Lab is damn dusty...I think I'm going to be down with flu soon...Oh gosh...

I'm super tired. My days are pretty much routine and mundane. In the morning I've to go down to Pioneer Sec and I end at 4pm. After that,I'm off giving tuition.So the earliest I reach home is 6pm. Haiz...The latest will be around 9pm. As a result I've to record my Chinese serial and watch them when I get home....

Hah! I got the job as a lab technician at Pioneer Secondary School.The funny thing is, I applied for relief teaching but I'm being employed as a lab technician. Now, I have to wake up earlier than my normal school days as I have to take to buses to reach the school. I'm quite excited about my new job on Monday though..

Now I wonder whether I can get my driving license by July...